Anarchy to me is stupid, and I'm not trying to put people down or anything, but I'm just stating my opinion. I mean could you imagine this country, let alone the world with out some form of government? It would kind of scare me, and it's pretty dumb going against the government when there will never be a state of nature. I started thinking about this in Social Studies where we are talking about goverment and shiz. Mrs. Senn said to imagine what the school would be like without adult supervision, (teachers, pricipals, janiters) I would be scared to go to school, people say they hate teachers, but I now know their purpose, and it's not just teaching. So imagining one small town school without some structure and being afraid to go in, I can't imagine the state of Maryland. Yea Josh and Jenny are "anarchists", but all they do is whine about polictical problems, government cheese, and sing Sex Pistols songs, it's pointless.

Now that, that is out of my system, my day wasn't to good. I'm not talk to Josh, Jenny, or Mike, Mike because he is just a fucking complete asshole who deserves to be burned at the stake. Alaura wasn't here which ruined the whole point of going to school, she's the only one I talk to practically. Oh, and as for me being mad at Steven, he doesn't take me seriously when I say I don't want to talk to you, he doesn't get it. Tory I guess can't go a day without talking to him, so that idea had no purpose. Me and Jenny never spoke today, I guess because of what I said on I think Saturday, it's not bothering me, I just have no friends, lucky me! Oh, all I heard today was spam must die, and kill spam, what the fuck, grow up. In intervention Justin goes: "Aimee are you friends with spam?" "You mean Alyssa? I'm not friends with any 'spam'." "Oh that's her name? I didn't know." This shit is really getting old, Alyssa wouldn't have called Jenny a 'fat fuckin cameltoe freak' if they never started the whole spam thing and blew it way out of proportion. They said 'oh it was just a joke' well they don't know that she takes somethings seriously. I told Josh that and he was like 'well that's her fault that she can't take a joke'. Fuck this, fuck everyone, you seriously need to get a grip and fucking grow up. xox fucktards!

Yea, I didn't write yesterday coz' my brother was on longer then I thought he'd be so I said screw it, nothing happened anyways. Today was alright, once again nothing special. First I had health class, and let me tell you, those AIDS movies are hella funny. People back in the 80's thought HIV was also contained in saliva, so they thought vigerious makeout setions would cause you to get the diesease, but it isn't true. They had these two people making out, like she was on him tongue down throat, yea that kind. Well then they stopped he was all breathing and looked like he was going to jerk off, and she comes out with a bowl of popcorn and they watch tv. WHO THE HELL DOES THAT? Good girls who don't want to get AIDS, so in conclusion kids: Marcy and I came up with that slogan, hah. Math was funny, once again Stephen, Elise, Heather, and I played 'guess the dirty phrase' just like yesterday. Holy wow it is the best game, and really gross too. Ok, Hairy Anal Raper, yea it is haha. Dude, we had a sub in SS, I swear she thought we were retarded or something, she would say everything slowly and about 5 times each. Alaura and I just sat in the back writing the AIDS slogan everywhere. I hate caf. food, it's really gross. I had a burrito, it looked like shit and there were these little thing in the beef, no it wasn't onions. When I got home today about a hour later I went to Wal*Mart with my mom, good times. I embarass my mom way to much, she Whisper yells "Aimee don't touch that." "Put that down." "Stop checking the prices." "Aimee that isn't ares." "You know you're really a pain." Oh it's really funny, I ask for it anyways. What really makes her laugh though is when I cuss up a storm. She makes this face where she is kinda mad, but laughing too. We got chinese food, they didn't put any cookies in the bag which pissed me off, I love the cookies. I came home and hours later I'm here. Fun filled day huh? I'm missing Roseanne bitch so, night

Today wasn't anything special at all, Alaura was here, you ever notice how I'm really happy when she's there, I guess, no she is one of my bestest friends. :] Blah my eyes hurt from the camera flash against the mirror and I just woke up, so if I type weird, you know why. As I said, Alaura was here, and when I went over to where her and Ashley's locker, Ashley told me Ed proposed to Alaura and was serious, I was like holy shit! She did say yes, and for you people out there, she's 15 and he's 17 and no they aren't getting married until they're older. I guess he needed assurents she'd always be there, I think they will be together forever. Anyways I still continue to no talk to Mike or I be rude to him and I take it he doesn't like that. He told me he would become suicidel because of my "hurtful words" when he won't, seriously, if you knew his you'd know. Woo hoo, Alaura told me he's getting held back, yessss. We started talking about homecoming and how fun it will be this year, we're gonna go shopping together woo woo. Other then that nothing happened, besides the Emily [Hamilton] bullshit. I don't think I said how I'm not talking to Steven, well I'm not until he gives up on Emily. She has a boyfriend and always will have one and one of those will never be Steven, oh but he 'loves' her and she'll be a hot wife, whatever. As I said I just woke up at like 8:30PM from a nap, I'm so tired. DUDE, I had a weird dream, it was kinda scary. Mike walked my to my bus and then I hugged and I and I went to kiss him on the check, he moved his mouth and I actually kissed him, ugh it was weird. I need some color on this page

Well yea last day of school was today before Christmas break. I'm kinda disappointed because I never see my friends other then school and that should change. Jenny, Hope, and Seth weren't here today, so it wasn't that bad. We watched 'Finding Nemo' through specials and intervention in the auditorium, I sat by Mike and Ashley, next to Mike was Josh and Amber, then next to Ash was Alaura. No one was really sitting by us so we kicked up our feet and took off our shoes lol.

Amber was sleeping half of the time and Josh was all leaning on her and Ash was actually watching the movie and so was Alaura kinda. Mike kept leaning on my shoulder and saying hold me Aimee lol. The sound kept getting all fucked up so we were making up words to it hah, good times. AHHHH, Mike touched my cooter again, bkz of the way I was sitting, it was kinda there lol. He attempted about 2 times before that, and failed lol. Then when we left Mike was chasing after Ash to kick her ass lol and I was running after him to save her lol. Throughout the other classes we watched the movie 'Shrek', cute movie. I seen it once before but that was it. In science me, Alaura, and Amber were doing stupid shit instead of watching the movie. We played hangman and drew crazyass pictures, I still have the one me and Alaura drew. It's this chick on her knees sucking a cock saying "I'll take a shot in the mouth! gimme a big facial" haha! We're so freaks of nature.

In lunch the seating arrangments were crazy, Me and Alaura sat on the other side. OH FUCK, Alaura got her hair cut and it's really pretty : )! Then Alaura moved and I sat by Mike, he kept touching my leg, then I reached for his cock lol he's like I'M NERVOUS I'M NERVOUS! Amber and Sierra got in some arrgument about a dollar that actually Josh stole not Amber and Alaura gave it back. When we were walking back Alaura and I did the buddy system thing bkz we were cold and Josh came from behind me and touched my booootay lol. I was like why did you grab my ass, he's like I didn't, Aimee there's a difference and he showed examles on my behind and then Mike did the same to me haha. Amber and Sierra got in a fight in the breezeway, we were fucking cracking up, Amber got her ass kicked. It was so great! Mrs. Brooks didn't say anything about my folder and final copy, I can't fuckin find my folder ahhh! Well then nothing happened and now here I am. I really miss my friends lol, don't I sound pathetic? Oh yea, well I think I like Mike and ok bye

My grandparents and Aunt came up here on Thursday and stayed until today actually they just left like 15min ago. They took me and my sis shoppinh yesterday, and I got a whole bunch of shit that I've always wanted lol. I got these two long sleeve tees from AE, lol they say funny stuff. One is like crown cleaners, drop your pants here. The other is some electric thing and it says we'll take your shorts off. DUDE, I GOT MY CHUCKS, I'M SOOOO FUCKIN HAPPY. They didn't have them at champs or JC Penny's, but they did at footlocker, dude that's great. I also got blue dickies at JC Penny's for like 40$, but oh well. Then when I get my boots, my docs, I got really high socks from hot topic and shoe laces for my chucks! It was so much fun geeze. In Strabridges they had this Gumby shirt, you know the old clay cartoon? Well I wanted it, but I couldn't get it, idk why damn people. Instead I got this bright pink shirt for $2 lol. Well now I'm home and gonna have to like clean the house and my disgusting bathroom bkz of my sister. Then later I have to help dad wrap presents, but oh well. I can't wait until tomorrow to see my buds one last time before Christmas, it'll be fun.

Today was just a great as yesterday omfg dude you don't even know. I was humped and cooter touched haha! In tech we didn't do much though, we taunted Bobby bkz it was fun. He is such a fucktard and mean, so we hid his shit and he cried to the sub. Hah, in math I finished my test, it wasn't all that hard anyways. I had to go to the bathroom and I saw Mike in the hallway bkz he got sent outta class he's like hey moma come here, and I hugged him then he started humping me lol and I really had to pee it was funny. Will was sitting there cracking up! Then when I came back I hugged and kissed him again lol. Science was really boring, all them faggish people went to some gay fundraiser party including Ashley and Josh, oh well we had fun too. Lunch was alright, Jenny had some kinda cake that we threw at each other. Alaura and Seth were stuffing their shirts with napkins. Seth had nice tits lol I TOUCHED ONE! They were grouping Alaura to get the napkins. Nothing much happened when we were walking back, although Alaura was like humping me, not really but huggin me from behind, and Seth was like why are you touching her big geese lol. Then Mike grouped me, we have the best times EVER!!! I was at my locker and Mike saw the men I had hanging up he's like I'm apaulled, that's some weird pictures, I was like I'm sorry I needed something. Then he hugged me, Mrs. Brooks (she looks like this chick in this big facial page was yelling bkz of that, and HE TOUCHED MY COOTER hahahaha!!! It was soooo fuckin funny! Then I went back to see Jenny, Amber, and them and Mike's like I have yet to touch Jenny's cooter. Before we went to class, Seth, Jenny, and me had a group hug and I guess my boob was like in Seth's face he's like aww YEA, then he was like bye bye big knockers! English was great we did nothing at all, NOTHING! We hung out and played Christmas music and hit eachother with rulers, it was great. Today was awesome, I love my friends do death and you won't ever change that. MORE LOVERS IS BETTER THEN ONE haha!

Well today has been ok I guess, nothing happened. Last night I stayed up until 2am working on Teds blog and then today I did Julies and Tina's and wow it's been a lotta typing. I woke up at 10:00AM and man did I have major racoon eyes from falling asleep with my makeup on lol. Well I took a shower and came back on the computer. Dad left a list of chores, so I vaccumed, washed the rugs, and swept the kitchen floor, and left the rest for my bro. Then Jimmy and Jess came home from hell knows where and yea. Jimmy left to Matt's and Jess made lunch for me and her, mac n cheese. Inbetween that time nothing happened. Jimmy came home and did the rest of the chorse and saw that my Doc Martens (big hunky black boots) came in and I was freakin out! Dude they're soooo fucking awesome like you have nooo idea. The thing is, thay might be to big so yea idk. Well then Jess saw my bracelets and was wondering how I had then connected, so it took like 15min just to teach a 19 year old genius lol. She put it on her wrist and it didn't look right bkz her wrists are soo freakin small and mine are normal hah! Well I can't wait til tomorrow, me and Tory might hang out. Oh yea and some shit happened between the whole Josh, Tory, Emily thing so I'm not getting into that now

I've been awake for only like a hour and a half. The phone call from Louie woke me up. For those of you who don't know, Louie is my dad's long time friend who he or I just now seen him after about 8 years. Louie, Bunko, and Buzzard [weird names huh?] are coming up here April 20 to visit for who knows how long. It is now spring cleaning at the McP's house, how fun huh? I'm really hungrey, but don't want to go downstiars, in fear of being asked to clean, I also have to do my booklet for english. I want to get that done today, and do my brochure tomorrow. My dad told me yesterday before going to Wal*Mart that I had C's in reading and english, but really that I have a B in english, but he forgot which one. Dude, I really hate school now, I try to do stuff, but I don't get it, I'm afraid to ask because then people would either stare or laugh at me, I just can't wait til' summer. Anyways, my sister will not stop saying "Aimee the bathroom is disgusting" when I already know, mom was supposed to gimme stuff to clean, but she didn't. Then Jess does, just forget it, I'll do it tomorrow, you won't even do a good job. Jeeze, she pisses me off so fucking much! I have no idea what the hell I'm doing today, Jess said mom was taking us shopping, mom is supposed to call back, but whatever. AHH, see that picture? It's my beautiful Alaura and he amazing Edward, aren't they adorable?? I'm gonna go, someone is bound to yell at me soon. bye.

Dammit, I really wanted to write yesterday, but on last notcie, I went to my moma's after soccer practice. Well, it called for 3-6in of snow for last night, it snowed by my mom's, but just rained here. Anyways, nothing happened yesterday, so why even write about it? I had soccer practice, so new faces I haven't seen, they're really nice too. I need to work on my soccer skills, it's weird playing 2 years and still have trouble on the field. Today wasn't bad, I dropped once again, from a 79 to a 76, all because of the quiz I failed. We took another quiz today, I think I did alright. Dude, in SS, Mrs. Senn wasnted us to make a brochure in one class period, I don't even know what half the shit was about, yea I had notes but it didn't make sence at all, so I didn't hand it in, I am handing it in on Monday. Oh, I forgot to say something about health class, we watched the movie wear we watch a baby being born, or "the miracle of life", it was fucking gross. Well in the begining they were talking about the falopian tubes and the mestral cycle and then the penis, and how sperm was made. Hah, it showed a penis getting erect, under a UV ray thing, hahahaha. Then is showed the penis blow it's load in a vagina. Next thing you know it shows a hospital room with a nurse saying push. The camera goes lower, and lower and BAM you see the cooch. It's gross, we don't have to see that, not until we age more atleast. Moving right along, we didn't do anything in reading, which doesn't bother me. John came over and was like "do you guys hear that music, yea, I kinda like it, makes me wanna dance". He started dancing behind me and then moved to Shannon, I was just thankful he didn't have rip off pants, haha. [he was doing party boy incase ya'll didn't know] Now I'm home and queen bitch is here, well she isn't a bitch a lot, just when she wants me to do something. My mom told me I shouldn't have to take her crap, so from now on I'm gonna talk back :] Well I don't know what the hell is going on tonight so later.